Don't Make Me Feel at Home by Wesley Dennis

When I was young, I was very acquainted with this feeling. If you stand up in the class, you have to read out aloud or give a presentation, I think you should call me a threat of bombs. But at home, or with my friends, I am a complete madman who thinks I am willing to do anything for a laugh. I was aware of it early from time to time, in short I am two people. You are right - this is not normal. Over the years, I learned how to relax and make certain qualities of my personality a driver's seat. "Another I am" is like a super hero not affected by social unrest. Becoming somebody else is fearless - how can I hurt if I am not mine? This also applies to life and comedy.

In the third grade, I remember that this man named Wesley always looked down on me. Once he called me "a Chinese girl". He rejects me and I will try to make me feel sick about my race. Well, thank you for explaining that Wesley, I am sorry for your single word ass without cultural infections. Recall that I realized that Wesley might be experiencing his own struggle for self-image. Wesley may not be suitable for the American "beauty" stereotype image - when he notices that he is trying to comfort me, he is an overweight black man. Why are we doing this? Why do we tear apart to make ourself feel better, why does not there initially have a better way to build each other so that everyone does not feel like a shit?