Christmas

For me, Christmas and Christmas are always magical moments for me. Fully beautifully decorated shopping center of toys will always fascinate me. The houses, they seem to calm me constantly, the snow turns on the bright shining night. However, decorating the tree, the fear of Santa Claus, which fell asleep in the warm light, will soon be the best part. These things fascinated me when I was young. Of course, a great gift, Christmas excitement and mystery, my favorite yes.

Christmas is now, and I desperately trying to make Christmas happy. My mother is a Christmas monster. Since my father passed away, she accepted Christmas like Christmas. I insisted that she did not do this for me, but last year, I was back injury last year, she can not complete decorations on the outside or Christmas tree when it was too light When he got out of bed When I was busy thinking about - she hid in my room and cried. My brother found her under the shelter of her. I had never had that annoying Christmas day, when I was in 2017, I decided not to think about him. I do not want to think about the way he raped me. I always imagined that I was something other than the victim of rape. It is when he shouted for hours when he got angry and when I did not want him. After the screaming, he said that I'm sorry and cried and I will start over. If you refuse, the loop will continue. After all, I learned to stop to resist

I still remember how lonesome and difficult Christmas is. To this day, if you hear the deep feelings of "Please make me happy Christmas" or "I will go home on Christmas", I am always thinking of spending Christmas in Iraq and Afghanistan. As a gift, Pop Tart and Pringles are full under its weakened leaves. The whole process is simple. Let's give a good gift to your family first. "Did you receive an Amazon gift card? Thank you, sister!" But it is delicious and terrible Smirnov ice that lurks in another box. It seems to play Russian roulette, but I use sewage of kiwi strawberry flavor. You are dead at last. I am angry. Now they also have to laugh at disgust

This is almost Christmas. Since I did not write Christmas cards, I did not officially say "Merry Christmas" and wrote on Merry Christmas cards that may be called Merry Christmas before. It seems that people need to confirm that you are talking about Merry Christmas. But for the time being I always wanted to say something.

We are now Scrooges, indeed "Merry Christmas" is a word of faithful fans - of course, only for Christmas, instead of "holiday" instead of - but they still refuse all, Fred Dickens , Actual means for Christmas What? The so-called Dickens' Carol philosophy - 'Christmas Carol' "Fantasy folks are refusing this view of the world" - Can teach "their feelings feel silent" I realize what we are doing "Tomb's companion" Not a concept for this Cratchits Death is the extent of Scrooge The shape of nice Tiny Tim, but something their fireplace ghosts - his wealth, his rage bored, his boredom A childhood trauma - he makes me think he is tax exemption Of course, until the ghost shows him his final destination