Christianity and I

This course is my first course as a freshman. Because you are nervous at the same time as I am afraid. My first course at the university was a writing course I would hesitate if I want to stay but that has changed. It goes without saying that being a college student after returning from the summer vacation, I thought that it is difficult to simply return to the sentence even for high school students. My old high school teacher has not helped me anymore, as you go to college, your professor said that you would not mind your name or grade.

I grew up in a fundamentalist Christian community. My friend is a Christian, all adults I know are Christian, my parents are Christian, and my school is a Christian. I got infusions when I was young, and I believe everything I teach. It was when I went to college when I actually started to question my reality and eventually came to accept true freedom. By that time, however, I was very painful. First of all, I can not condemn my parents' growth experience. They truly believe that those without God will suffer forever. These are the beliefs passed by their parents who hand this information to me. From Christian's point of view, it is negligence and cruelty that I have not led to be saved.

One of the things that I listen most often is that if I leave Christianity, that means I must mean that I was never a true Christian. This is not a fact. I am a devout, sincere, faithful Christian. I love Jesus as a child of God. I believe in his death, burial, and resurrection. I have read the cover of the Bible over and over and have examined it in myriad studies, countless churches, Bible study groups and my own research. But I no longer believe it. I began to question and I soon learned that Christianity is not the right way for me. People have changed, this is for sure. it changed