An Introduction to My Life, My Writing and My Illness

My name is Dan Hoeweler. If you looked at me personally, I look like your ordinary and unusual artist. I am definitely normal in many ways. I live in a house with my cat Giggles, I like it very much. I am a chef in an amusement park, there are many friends who stayed there for 3 years without any accidents. With the help of my family, I bought my house in the winter and renovated. In most cases, I am very well integrated. If you talk to me, you may feel I am a bit smart and engaging.

When people asked what I did, I told them I was working part-time in real estate, part time in an amusement park, and also I wrote a magazine in my spare time. They are very interested in my writing.

What I wrote in my blog "schizophrenia" is far from what I actually do.

A lot of people every day, especially those not near me, I am outraged if I just want to draw attention or start my career in a mean ways

Behind the fact is an undoubted secret that attractive smiles, creative abilities, and eloquent dialogue encountered a great difficulty in interpreting the reality in the past. Psychiatrist told me that I had a schizophrenic disorder in 2007, but before that I was told about a dozen different things.

According to my doctor, there is only one thing to distinguish me from the general case of schizoaffective emotional disturbance.

"To make me very interesting, my friend, you say that this special antipsychotic is 100 times superior."

I am neither a doctor nor an expert on schizophrenia; I am a mere writer who wants to express my problem in reality. To be honest, I do not know who has schizophrenia or who is taking abstract psychology courses.

This illness caused me many pain in the past, not just because I am currently living a normal life does not affect me. I grab the lifeline every day and thank the doctor who always saved my life. I am also extremely grateful for the research and development of these medicines and I gave me the life that I think never can live. I am writing this article now in a way to reward you.

I am writing about medium from the beginning of this year. I wrote a lot about the struggle in my life, especially psychosis and alcoholism. One thing I have not written yet is my boy - my beautiful, magical, flexible, talented son, the light of my life and why I am on this planet . Yes, I am a mother. In all the events I have discussed so far and in the events I did not reveal, there are two other people who must ride with me in my life. I said that when you are loved, their struggle will be your own struggle, as living creatures and DNA are bound to other people. When you witness a man who loves you more than all the stars in the universe, their pain will be your own pain. This also applies to children - they are not waived, they also feel deeply

At my webinar last week, students and parents asked about how to write a painful life experience in college application - illness, poverty, and trauma. There are lots of these problems: Can I write down my depression with my university application? Should my university paper talk about my father's death? Is it too much to write about homeless? "Painful life experience" is a cliche. What happened to you? Take your time to explore every turning point of experience from beginning to end. In that few minutes, you almost gave up, but was not it? Where is the moment when you can not control easily? What is your key to these special moments?