After a childhood of wishing for a new family, I found my dream in adulthood

I am growing with poverty, harassment and abuse, so I often want to make a new family. I dream about how this life will be. In the morning, there are hugs, dishes full of food, and safe beds. There is no need to worry about my mother's problem.

The whole process of my childhood was spent to grow. But now, when I am at the forefront of adulthood, I just want to return to childhood. Several weeks before I graduated from high school, I was sitting near the bed, so I wondered how old it was. I looked into my old Juniy B. Jones book, and those colorful embroidery offset the dull young adult novel I accumulated over the years. With nostalgic feelings, I pulled down the book and turned the old page. When my eyes cleared up familiar words and illustrations, I remembered why I longed for a "loose feet" ("Juni B. Jones (almost) is a flower girl)" again. And, surprisingly, these books are completely capable of making me a person today.

One of my dreams is that my father is involved. There must be a time when I love my father. It completely separated before adolescence and early adulthood disillusionment. Therefore, because this dream caused the loss of my life, it must have been in my childhood. But after further consideration, I may feel sorry rather than sorrow. I played a lot outdoors when I was young. Street football and a long-standing military war game - we call it 'Japanese and commando', but obviously it's not that free. Ultimately, less than 20 years after the end of the war, the war movies are still a major part of Saturday night television program, with sardines, toast, chocolate cake, milk. Normally, John Wayne and other Americans try to win the Germans and Japanese without the help of British. But we know that the unit is a real hero and a desert mouse.