A Surgery to Remember

In my life, I am enjoying my health. I have never been a victim of sickness or medical treatment, but unfortunately all these have changed a year ago. I started suffering from heart palpitations. My tachycardia is the most troublesome thing a person can and not start at a certain time. In addition, the duration of the heart gets longer every time, the easiest way to explain it is to accelerate the car to 8,000 rpm until the engine begins to vibrate.

The first doctor they chose blessed his mind, I understood how painful and timid the last consultation before the operation, refused the operation. I remember my mother in the front seat shouting to my dad on her phone and chasing me with Jaguar 's Beijing Manhab traffic. I think. It is very wise to know what "symptoms of psychosis" is (smart Adelaide, thank you), I feel suddenly the numbness of the face and nose that I felt a few days ago lifted and disappeared. I did not tell anyone about it; what is the main point?

I still remember what a nurse felt when I told myself about the necessity of open heart surgery. It is different from the experience I have experienced before. The voice jumped out of the narrow doctor's office and my sight narrowed to the tunnel. I feel cold and embarrassed. When blood returned to my body in a hurry, I heard a nurse talking to me. Obviously I said something. "Are you OK?" She said. "Jordan? People are getting better when they are told that heart surgery is usually necessary."

In March, I accepted a reservation for brain surgery. I do not remember the exact date, but the doctor told me that this is the only solution. The only sentence that I can tell him is OK, let's do this. But I remember: "Lucrecesia, this is the solution Treatment is to place one or more metal clips on the neck of an aneurysm, because blood enters the aneurysm sac It is no longer possible to prevent bleeding and cause bleeding. "After his explanation he said that everything will work. Then, he added: "The danger of this operation is something we need to talk about, it may cause complications" (it may explode / explode ... And then he does not have to keep talking, but my idea is elsewhere, this will change my life From that moment, this is my kind of dream and a nightmare of my family and myself Put it in, no one can find the answers of these millions of "why"