A Personal Reflection on Who I Am Today and Why

When I left Lsat Foundation Year at the University of Pennsylvania, my mother called me. "Your father is in an automobile accident and I am in Einstein Hospital now." That word can not explain the pain I feel, the worry I care about, and the trouble I described. I rushed into the bus in a hurry and thought of seeing my father again, will you touch my father's hand or call out. As I approached Rising Sun Avenue, my life appeared before my eyes. Yes. A father's car collided with the roadside, an ambulance brought the human body to the truck, and the police blocked the street.

Today is a self-reflection day. My self-reflection was very deep, I really started crying. I finally admitted that I do not know who I am. While sitting next to my computer and staring at me, I thought I really knew who I was. I feel that I am full of sorrow, anxiety, anger. These thoughts / feelings are so strong. I have devoted himself to helping others throughout my life. This is my heart. But for me, there are many other things besides helping others. Also, considering it for a long time, it may be confusing in the same way. When writing this article tonight, I can honestly admit that I do not know who I am and what I should do. Tears fall down on my face as I feel like I failed in some way, and I am angry because I know that I have a lot of talent. Why can not I move to work with my talent?

As Thanksgiving comes, I have reconsidered and thanked those who helped me. These include my family, my best friend, and even some teachers. Without these people, I know that I can not be the same person today. It was my friend Dawn who especially helped me. I was in the first internship class at college so I first met at dawn. I am very nervous about this internship. Because I have never worked at a child care center outside of the volunteer time I need and I do not know what I can expect from experience. I remember the first day I went to the center to meet at dawn. I thought that she was a 30-40 year old woman who was in kindergarten for many years. But God has other plans