A Letter To My Future Self After Losing My Dad

I do not know why I wrote this letter and conveyed the truth, but I think that this is three years since it is correct.

Oh, time flies. This is very strange, I think I am starting to grieve. I just want you to know that if you still have you, that is okay. I miss him. You can consider him

You have just started the age, everything is very busy. You feel sad, lonely, and dark. You do not know how to keep losing your father. But do you know? No one will do it

You will always ask in the middle of the night - why? Why is this happening? Why is this happening to me?

You will also ask again - what am I worth? How can I support such a family? Their unemployed mother can not speak fluent English. And what about your younger brother who just attended high school?

I know? You are truly dealing with all of these, it is not just the most healthy way. You put yourself in prison. Prison leading to self hate. I really want to tell you that I am hoping that you ran away.

I hope that your darkest fear is not enough for your family, not enough, conquered. I wish you well how good you are. I hope that you too know you that you care about you.

I hope that all the darkness and self-hatred that consumes you will eventually disappear. I hope you understand that you should fully enjoy your life and cherish every moment. I am pleased if you finally become happy.

For this reason, my letter to you and my future self will explain in detail what is going on in your life. We are connected through the same vision. Knowing that you will keep this tradition, this will be my ultimate dream. Because when you read a letter to me, I saw you, then amend the text, and finally wrote your own future story of yourself. Guarantee me that you will keep this interesting tradition. Tell your children how to play this game and let them teach them to their children. Protect family tradition for more than 100 years. Now, this is very spectacular, boys, I can see it now, I can only say "awesome!"

When I received an e-mail containing a letter I wrote, I was surprised that I completely forgot the letter. This is my 26 - year - old letter from me, I am writing a letter to me at the age of 26. Please read it again, this letter is as sharp and relevant as I received today. As I saw it for the first time today, I was surprised at the number of problems I was about to solve at the time - dealing with uncertainty, questioning the purpose at different levels. I hope to continue working for the rest of my life.

I am writing this letter to my future self because I do not want memory of these emotions to disappear over the course of time. When my future self has a lot of experience, I hope that she will accept the letter and stop thinking. If you do not know where you are from or where you are from, you can know where you are headed and what you want. Dear guys, do not forget everything that makes you happy today. This is the reason I wrote to you. This letter is infinite forecast, I think you can sleep and can sleep every night. Whether it is due to your friend, work you do, or social life you keep. Perhaps it is because you always fight for what you want or your hobby makes you happy. By the way, I hope that you have not given up on them. Or, if you have one, a better option was found